1 00:00:50,360 --> 00:00:53,320 Wait, Mom, why are we going south and sending our kids north of here? 2 00:00:54,140 --> 00:00:55,500 It's just a shortcut, honey. 3 00:00:56,300 --> 00:00:58,360 There's just too much traffic on I -48. 4 00:01:02,700 --> 00:01:05,620 I can't believe you're wearing the t -shirt of the band we're about to see. 5 00:01:06,280 --> 00:01:09,900 Come on, it's from their first album and it's their last US tour. 6 00:01:11,560 --> 00:01:13,240 I like the way you made it into a crop top. 7 00:01:14,740 --> 00:01:17,680 Don't show off too much, though, okay? I don't want some other girl stealing you 8 00:01:17,680 --> 00:01:18,680 away from me. 9 00:01:18,760 --> 00:01:21,120 No girl could ever steal me away from you. 10 00:01:25,940 --> 00:01:26,940 Separate! 11 00:01:27,480 --> 00:01:28,920 Sorry, ma 'am. Sorry, mommy. 12 00:01:30,600 --> 00:01:35,300 I can't believe we got the last tickets for this thing. Your connections are 13 00:01:35,300 --> 00:01:38,720 amazing. Thank you so much for the best birthday gift ever. 14 00:01:40,040 --> 00:01:43,260 This is going to be a night we remember for the rest of our lives. 15 00:01:56,410 --> 00:01:59,990 Wait, where are all the people? 16 00:02:00,730 --> 00:02:02,930 The stages? 17 00:02:03,730 --> 00:02:06,890 What is this? 18 00:02:07,150 --> 00:02:08,530 What's this place we're at, Mom? 19 00:02:11,230 --> 00:02:12,650 It's just a pit stop, honey. 20 00:02:28,750 --> 00:02:29,750 Go see. 21 00:02:30,270 --> 00:02:33,690 Here's all of the signed release forms, and thank you. 22 00:02:34,090 --> 00:02:36,150 I was just completely out of options. 23 00:02:36,690 --> 00:02:40,330 Does anybody here want to fill me in on what the fuck is going on? Baby, don't 24 00:02:40,330 --> 00:02:41,330 be mad at Mommy. 25 00:02:41,530 --> 00:02:44,590 You're just in a facility where you can recognize God's love. 26 00:02:44,870 --> 00:02:48,030 No! No! How could you? Take me home this instant! 27 00:02:48,430 --> 00:02:50,930 No! No! Stop it! Stop! 28 00:03:01,260 --> 00:03:04,820 work, Jordan. I'm impressed with this one. You're very welcome. Are you sure 29 00:03:04,820 --> 00:03:05,820 she's going to be okay? 30 00:03:10,000 --> 00:03:11,900 Let me go! 31 00:03:14,660 --> 00:03:15,660 No! 32 00:03:21,340 --> 00:03:25,360 Mother Sarah will be in to brief you on what will happen the remainder of your 33 00:03:25,360 --> 00:03:28,120 stay. Someone will be in with your dinner later. 34 00:03:59,850 --> 00:04:01,870 Our facility has a 95 % success rate. 35 00:04:02,850 --> 00:04:07,030 Well, can I at least call her in a few days and see how she's doing? 36 00:04:08,310 --> 00:04:12,450 I'm afraid that simply won't be possible. We have a strict no -contact 37 00:04:12,450 --> 00:04:14,210 within the first two weeks of the program. 38 00:04:14,990 --> 00:04:18,209 Contact with the outside world and the friends your daughter had before she 39 00:04:18,209 --> 00:04:19,750 here could cause her to regress. 40 00:04:20,290 --> 00:04:22,670 We'll be sure to phone now and again with progress reports. 41 00:04:23,610 --> 00:04:26,410 Thank you, and I'll talk to you later. 42 00:04:30,330 --> 00:04:32,930 Excellent work, Jordan. This is the third girl this year. 43 00:04:33,690 --> 00:04:34,890 You'll be rewarded immensely. 44 00:04:35,570 --> 00:04:36,570 Trust me. 45 00:04:37,270 --> 00:04:38,270 Thank you. 46 00:04:38,350 --> 00:04:40,470 I was thinking about getting back to LA tomorrow. 47 00:04:40,790 --> 00:04:42,450 Do you want to get more recruiting weather? 48 00:04:43,470 --> 00:04:47,710 Uh, not so fast. I have a feeling your little friend is going to be a hard one 49 00:04:47,710 --> 00:04:48,409 to crack. 50 00:04:48,410 --> 00:04:50,550 I think I'm going to keep you around for another week or two. 51 00:06:27,920 --> 00:06:28,920 Miss Walker. 52 00:06:29,320 --> 00:06:32,480 I'm sorry I couldn't attend to you earlier. 53 00:06:33,820 --> 00:06:37,780 I had to check in with some of the other young ladies. 54 00:06:42,080 --> 00:06:43,080 Tell me. 55 00:06:44,760 --> 00:06:46,720 How have you been adjusting? 56 00:06:48,240 --> 00:06:51,640 Could I offer you some literature, perhaps? 57 00:06:53,240 --> 00:06:56,540 You can help me understand what the hell is going on. 58 00:07:04,840 --> 00:07:06,900 Your mother dropped you off. 59 00:07:08,260 --> 00:07:13,780 This is the number one conversion camp in the country. 60 00:07:15,020 --> 00:07:16,740 Women of wholeness. 61 00:07:17,600 --> 00:07:24,360 I won't bore you with the statistics, but your chances of becoming a 62 00:07:24,360 --> 00:07:30,680 devout woman of God and finding yourself in a natural marriage with a loving 63 00:07:30,680 --> 00:07:33,300 husband are greater here than... Stop! Stop! 64 00:07:34,760 --> 00:07:36,420 I can't believe what I'm hearing. 65 00:07:36,920 --> 00:07:38,880 There is nothing wrong with me. 66 00:07:41,120 --> 00:07:42,580 2019, I'm getting out of here. 67 00:07:43,300 --> 00:07:45,480 Not so fast, child. 68 00:07:47,420 --> 00:07:50,140 Cell phones are not permitted. 69 00:07:54,840 --> 00:07:57,180 Nor is there any service anyway. 70 00:07:58,300 --> 00:08:00,880 You think I can't call for help because I don't have my phone? 71 00:08:01,120 --> 00:08:03,080 I'm 19 years old. 72 00:08:03,480 --> 00:08:06,500 You have no legal authority to hold an adult against their will. 73 00:08:08,260 --> 00:08:15,260 Child, in the state of Utah, your parents can commit you if 74 00:08:15,260 --> 00:08:19,740 you are harming yourself or you're harming others. 75 00:08:20,400 --> 00:08:23,560 Oh my God, I have never been a threat to myself nor to others. 76 00:08:24,800 --> 00:08:29,100 You are a threat to natural law. 77 00:08:29,800 --> 00:08:32,419 You are a threat to God's... 78 00:08:32,650 --> 00:08:37,350 and you are a threat to others' souls. 79 00:08:42,690 --> 00:08:49,330 Like Lucifer, you seduce people into 80 00:08:49,330 --> 00:08:54,050 thinking that your sin is natural, but it's not. 81 00:08:54,670 --> 00:08:58,090 There is nothing unnatural about love. 82 00:09:03,259 --> 00:09:10,080 and others to the fiery pits of hell every time you lay 83 00:09:10,080 --> 00:09:15,080 with another woman. I'm going to figure out a way out of here, and when I do, 84 00:09:15,240 --> 00:09:20,100 you and everyone else who works here are going straight to jail. 85 00:09:20,380 --> 00:09:23,000 Who I love doesn't hurt anybody. 86 00:09:24,320 --> 00:09:26,900 There's nothing wrong with me because I choose to love a woman. 87 00:09:27,480 --> 00:09:30,260 That may be the case in other... 88 00:09:30,550 --> 00:09:36,950 sinful lands, but I thank God that every state has its own jurisdiction. 89 00:09:42,250 --> 00:09:46,910 Now, something you can look forward to? 90 00:09:48,190 --> 00:09:54,130 At the age of 21, you are given the option to be released, 91 00:09:54,330 --> 00:09:59,170 even if you choose to continue. 92 00:09:59,980 --> 00:10:01,280 to lay with women. 93 00:10:01,520 --> 00:10:08,220 But fortunately, I have faith 94 00:10:08,220 --> 00:10:12,920 that your soul will be saved way before then. 95 00:10:13,380 --> 00:10:15,800 You're fucking mental. 96 00:10:17,340 --> 00:10:23,040 You're new here, so I will let your foul -mouthed transgressions slide. 97 00:10:24,220 --> 00:10:27,320 But if you curse... 98 00:10:28,110 --> 00:10:32,270 Or use the Lord's name in vain here ever again. 99 00:10:32,850 --> 00:10:35,510 I will send you straight to the hole. 100 00:10:36,810 --> 00:10:37,810 The hole? 101 00:10:38,130 --> 00:10:40,610 So, this is practically a prison. 102 00:10:40,830 --> 00:10:43,610 I'm being in prison for being gay? Is that it now? 103 00:10:45,510 --> 00:10:46,510 Haley. 104 00:10:52,250 --> 00:10:57,530 You're looking at this from a glass half -empty perspective. 105 00:10:59,820 --> 00:11:04,680 We here at Women for Wholeness are in the business of saving souls. 106 00:11:05,620 --> 00:11:12,520 And I truly believe that your soul is worthy of 107 00:11:12,520 --> 00:11:13,520 being saved. 108 00:11:36,140 --> 00:11:38,100 These. Yes, well. 109 00:11:40,600 --> 00:11:46,940 Every time I look in the mirror, I'm reminded of my sinful past. 110 00:11:48,580 --> 00:11:54,920 And now I stand here as a prime example of how anyone 111 00:11:54,920 --> 00:11:57,200 is capable of change. 112 00:12:00,560 --> 00:12:01,940 Speaking of change. 113 00:12:05,420 --> 00:12:06,420 Put that on. 114 00:12:07,700 --> 00:12:14,100 The first step is changing on the outside and soon your inside will match. 115 00:12:27,900 --> 00:12:30,780 Remove your godless garments. 116 00:12:34,920 --> 00:12:37,140 And begin your transformation. 117 00:14:05,830 --> 00:14:06,830 Enjoy your evening. 118 00:14:48,620 --> 00:14:49,920 Glad you could join us. 119 00:14:50,540 --> 00:14:57,240 Now, everybody, take a cross and decorate it 120 00:14:57,240 --> 00:14:58,720 as you wish. 121 00:14:59,400 --> 00:15:05,200 We're going to be mailing these back to your parents back at home so they all 122 00:15:05,200 --> 00:15:07,580 know how much improvement you've been making. 123 00:15:08,740 --> 00:15:12,600 But just remember, no rainbow patterns. 124 00:15:14,240 --> 00:15:15,240 You're new here. 125 00:15:15,740 --> 00:15:17,420 Yeah, two days in. 126 00:15:18,440 --> 00:15:19,440 It gets easier. 127 00:15:19,920 --> 00:15:21,680 I usually use group time to zone out. 128 00:15:22,620 --> 00:15:23,940 How long have you been in here? 129 00:15:24,840 --> 00:15:26,120 A little over six months. 130 00:15:27,680 --> 00:15:33,200 Listen, if you just play the part of the convincible, good Christian girl, it'll 131 00:15:33,200 --> 00:15:34,300 make your time here a lot easier. 132 00:15:34,800 --> 00:15:35,820 And you'll get out faster. 133 00:15:36,640 --> 00:15:37,640 Thanks. 134 00:15:39,120 --> 00:15:43,560 Would anybody like to share something with the group? 135 00:15:44,980 --> 00:15:46,580 I have a few words I'd like to say, Mother. 136 00:15:48,800 --> 00:15:54,500 My time here has been so rewarding, and I'm a living testimony of what happens 137 00:15:54,500 --> 00:15:58,800 when you let go of your secular way of living and you surrender yourself to the 138 00:15:58,800 --> 00:15:59,759 Lord. 139 00:15:59,760 --> 00:16:03,780 I am so grateful every day that he has opened my eyes to the path I was on. 140 00:16:04,320 --> 00:16:07,920 I want to be a shining example of his love and his grace. 141 00:16:11,000 --> 00:16:12,440 I'm feeling very suddenly moved. 142 00:16:13,060 --> 00:16:14,680 Can we all pray together? 143 00:16:18,380 --> 00:16:24,020 Dear Heavenly Father, I thank you for allowing us to have a place where we can 144 00:16:24,020 --> 00:16:26,400 honor you and rejoice in your name. 145 00:16:27,020 --> 00:16:31,820 I pray for our future husbands, and I pray for the heart and mind of each of 146 00:16:31,820 --> 00:16:33,000 your daughters here with me. 147 00:16:33,500 --> 00:16:34,500 Amen. 148 00:16:34,800 --> 00:16:35,980 Amen. Amen. 149 00:16:38,120 --> 00:16:39,600 Thank you. 150 00:16:42,000 --> 00:16:47,520 As God said in the Bible, when two or three gather, 151 00:16:48,280 --> 00:16:50,960 In my name, I am in the mint. 152 00:16:52,520 --> 00:16:54,820 You can feel him here, can't you? 153 00:16:57,540 --> 00:16:58,540 It's fascinating. 154 00:17:00,180 --> 00:17:05,119 Now, does anyone else want to share anything? 155 00:17:05,359 --> 00:17:09,000 Haley, what about you and your progress? 156 00:17:09,359 --> 00:17:14,880 Do you have anything you want to say? I haven't really heard anything about what 157 00:17:14,880 --> 00:17:16,400 my next step is. 158 00:17:16,780 --> 00:17:20,980 After my soul has been washed clean and I've been given a new outlook. 159 00:17:21,880 --> 00:17:25,859 But the Lord has really been speaking to me lately. 160 00:17:26,480 --> 00:17:32,500 I was in a dark place before, but I now have some hope for my future self. 161 00:17:32,940 --> 00:17:38,380 Well, God speaks to all of us eventually. 162 00:17:39,920 --> 00:17:41,580 Just take some time. 163 00:17:47,950 --> 00:17:54,830 3 p .m. now complete your crosses and I'll see you all 164 00:17:54,830 --> 00:17:55,830 at supper 165 00:18:17,580 --> 00:18:19,840 So, what do you guys like to do for fun around here? 166 00:18:21,580 --> 00:18:22,580 Sleep. 167 00:18:22,740 --> 00:18:23,740 Isn't that right, Valerie? 168 00:18:24,840 --> 00:18:26,640 I mean, yeah, basically. 169 00:18:27,500 --> 00:18:30,940 Being unconscious is the only kind of enjoyment I get around here anymore. 170 00:18:32,660 --> 00:18:35,560 If you need something for that, by the way, I've got you. 171 00:18:36,080 --> 00:18:37,420 Sleep. Anxiety. 172 00:18:38,500 --> 00:18:40,640 Didn't they confiscate all your things when you got in? 173 00:18:41,480 --> 00:18:44,240 I mean, yeah, but I have my ways. 174 00:18:45,860 --> 00:18:46,860 Ladies. 175 00:18:47,100 --> 00:18:48,800 Mother Sarah has excused everyone. 176 00:18:49,700 --> 00:18:51,520 Victoria, why don't you come help me in the garden? 177 00:18:52,040 --> 00:18:54,820 I think Hayley has a bit of a big day ahead of her. 178 00:18:58,260 --> 00:18:59,260 See you later today. 179 00:18:59,360 --> 00:19:00,360 Yeah, see you. 180 00:19:05,600 --> 00:19:06,600 For real. 181 00:19:06,820 --> 00:19:08,180 Let me know if you need anything. 182 00:19:08,860 --> 00:19:12,560 We all have to stick together in here or we'll totally lose our minds. 183 00:19:13,520 --> 00:19:14,259 See ya. 184 00:19:14,260 --> 00:19:15,260 See ya. 185 00:19:59,340 --> 00:20:00,900 We can't keep hiding this anymore. 186 00:20:01,580 --> 00:20:03,880 We've gotten so close to almost getting caught. 187 00:20:05,740 --> 00:20:10,300 If Miss Reynolds were to find out what I've been doing, what you've been doing, 188 00:20:10,460 --> 00:20:12,360 it could jeopardize everything. 189 00:20:15,800 --> 00:20:16,900 I love you. 190 00:20:17,580 --> 00:20:19,000 And I want to be with you. 191 00:20:54,730 --> 00:20:57,930 We could leave this place and get an apartment in the city somewhere. 192 00:20:58,830 --> 00:21:00,510 My aunt and uncle would help us. 193 00:21:03,510 --> 00:21:06,130 No, we can't leave. 194 00:21:06,590 --> 00:21:08,470 Mother Sarah has given me everything. 195 00:21:10,010 --> 00:21:12,910 She's been a better mother to me than my own mom. 196 00:21:14,370 --> 00:21:17,610 I can't just abandon her and the girls of this facility. 197 00:21:17,810 --> 00:21:19,150 How can you say that? 198 00:21:20,270 --> 00:21:24,310 They try to teach us that what you and I have is against the will to God. 199 00:21:25,650 --> 00:21:30,950 I don't know how you can sit here in chapel service or in her group meetings 200 00:21:30,950 --> 00:21:35,690 let her say that people like us are damned to hell. 201 00:21:37,270 --> 00:21:38,750 You'll wake somebody up. 202 00:21:39,690 --> 00:21:40,690 Good. 203 00:21:40,990 --> 00:21:42,770 Maybe they need to be woken up. 204 00:21:46,390 --> 00:21:49,490 Maybe if someone saw you here with me, sneaking around, 205 00:21:50,270 --> 00:21:52,210 It would force you to take some kind of action. 206 00:21:52,910 --> 00:21:55,670 Or to do anything just to show me that you care for me. 207 00:22:07,030 --> 00:22:10,730 Never, ever say that I don't care about you. 208 00:22:12,770 --> 00:22:13,770 I love you. 209 00:22:16,670 --> 00:22:18,270 I would do anything for you. 210 00:22:21,520 --> 00:22:23,820 I'll figure something out eventually. 211 00:22:25,360 --> 00:22:26,700 I promise I will. 212 00:22:28,640 --> 00:22:34,420 In the meantime, this time we've spent together, it's the only thing that keeps 213 00:22:34,420 --> 00:22:35,420 me going. 214 00:22:35,580 --> 00:22:41,020 These little moments when we block out everything else in the world. 215 00:22:43,260 --> 00:22:44,700 That's all that matters to me. 216 00:24:12,360 --> 00:24:13,360 Thank you. 217 00:28:45,420 --> 00:28:49,260 I never understood why Mother Sarah made us wear these practically see -through 218 00:28:49,260 --> 00:28:50,260 white nightgowns. 219 00:32:05,290 --> 00:32:06,290 inside you. 220 00:50:08,520 --> 00:50:09,900 Did you enjoy that little show? 221 00:50:16,220 --> 00:50:19,560 I don't know what you're talking about. 222 00:50:23,340 --> 00:50:24,360 No, you don't, do you? 223 00:50:25,880 --> 00:50:26,880 What a shame. 224 00:50:29,320 --> 00:50:33,200 I know you've only been here a few days, Hayley, but you do know it is a sin to 225 00:50:33,200 --> 00:50:34,200 lie, do you not? 226 00:50:35,540 --> 00:50:36,740 I'm not lying. 227 00:50:38,620 --> 00:50:39,620 We'll see about that. 228 00:50:40,480 --> 00:50:41,480 Take off the covers. 229 00:50:47,940 --> 00:50:48,940 Spread your legs. 230 00:50:49,720 --> 00:50:50,720 Excuse me? 231 00:50:52,040 --> 00:50:55,780 Did you or did you not sign a waiver saying that you would adhere to all 232 00:50:55,780 --> 00:50:58,720 of this program and heads of council at this facility? 233 00:50:59,120 --> 00:51:03,880 Yes, I did, but I... Don't worry, I'm not going to fuck you. 234 00:51:04,660 --> 00:51:06,360 Just spread your legs so I can check you. 235 00:51:40,430 --> 00:51:41,910 So you did see everything. 236 00:51:45,910 --> 00:51:52,090 It looks like you enjoyed yourself immensely. 237 00:51:55,750 --> 00:51:56,230 Guess 238 00:51:56,230 --> 00:52:06,070 we'll 239 00:52:06,070 --> 00:52:07,110 have to use these for the night. 240 00:52:08,270 --> 00:52:09,270 What's in there? 241 00:52:11,470 --> 00:52:13,250 Just a little precautionary measure. 242 00:52:14,250 --> 00:52:17,390 Make sure you don't commit any atrocities towards yourself. 243 00:52:18,490 --> 00:52:23,390 You know, should any other sinful thoughts arise. 244 00:52:33,390 --> 00:52:36,870 Okay, this is ridiculous. I don't need these. 245 00:52:37,230 --> 00:52:39,250 Oh, you most definitely do, dear girl. 246 00:52:41,320 --> 00:52:42,640 Little hands are the devil's workshop. 247 00:52:46,880 --> 00:52:49,860 Little lips are his mouthpiece. 248 00:53:05,600 --> 00:53:07,460 You know what? You're mental. 249 00:53:07,800 --> 00:53:10,000 I saw you in Christina. You got... Shh! 250 00:53:11,340 --> 00:53:12,340 You were dreaming. 251 00:53:13,180 --> 00:53:18,380 You were dreaming sinful, devilish deeds and now you're projecting them onto me. 252 00:53:18,860 --> 00:53:19,860 What? 253 00:53:22,340 --> 00:53:23,340 Quiet. 254 00:53:25,760 --> 00:53:26,760 It's okay. 255 00:53:27,600 --> 00:53:30,680 The devil is inside your head and he's telling you to lie. 256 00:53:31,440 --> 00:53:35,200 But we'll teach you how to listen to only the Lord. 257 00:53:39,530 --> 00:53:43,770 I'll be back a few times tonight to make sure you haven't taken those off. 258 00:53:45,650 --> 00:53:47,550 Wouldn't want you getting into any more trouble. 259 00:53:49,750 --> 00:53:51,710 Second time offenders get put in the hole. 260 00:56:43,080 --> 00:56:44,140 That was me, by the way. 261 00:56:44,780 --> 00:56:45,780 Huh? 262 00:56:46,060 --> 00:56:47,520 I'm the one who took off the mitts. 263 00:56:48,040 --> 00:56:50,860 Lauren would have just left you in there, and Miss Reynolds would have come 264 00:56:50,860 --> 00:56:52,260 to wake you up, and she would have seen you. 265 00:56:52,600 --> 00:56:53,640 What were you doing in my room? 266 00:56:54,200 --> 00:56:55,200 Saving your ass. 267 00:56:55,960 --> 00:56:59,060 I heard Lauren yelling at you last night when I got up to go to the bathroom. 268 00:56:59,940 --> 00:57:01,260 She sounded really pissed. 269 00:57:01,960 --> 00:57:03,060 What did you say to her? 270 00:57:05,220 --> 00:57:08,600 Or what did you see that you shouldn't have? 271 00:57:11,600 --> 00:57:12,600 Ladies? 272 00:57:14,000 --> 00:57:16,340 Are you ready for support group and daily reading? 273 00:57:17,160 --> 00:57:18,160 Yes. 274 00:57:19,100 --> 00:57:19,580 Now 275 00:57:19,580 --> 00:57:36,080 everybody 276 00:57:36,080 --> 00:57:37,080 bow your heads. 277 00:57:37,460 --> 00:57:39,440 I'd like to say a prayer over breakfast. 278 00:57:50,029 --> 00:57:52,930 Father, we thank you for this food. 279 00:57:53,470 --> 00:58:00,210 We pray that it fuels us so we can continue to do your work. 280 00:58:01,270 --> 00:58:06,270 We ask that this meal gives us nourishment for our bodies. 281 00:58:07,570 --> 00:58:14,290 And we thank you for your continued love and guidance and 282 00:58:14,290 --> 00:58:18,130 support that you give us each day. 283 00:58:20,840 --> 00:58:24,120 In Jesus' name, amen. 284 00:58:50,120 --> 00:58:55,660 Now, I'd like us to read some passages that God speaks to us through. 285 00:58:56,140 --> 00:58:57,140 Okay? 286 00:59:01,120 --> 00:59:02,120 Pay attention. 287 00:59:06,400 --> 00:59:07,400 I'll begin. 288 00:59:11,960 --> 00:59:17,380 Women shall not lie with a woman as one lies with a man. 289 00:59:18,440 --> 00:59:19,440 It is. 290 00:59:20,560 --> 00:59:21,560 An abomination. 291 00:59:23,200 --> 00:59:30,080 If there is a woman who lies with a woman as those who lie 292 00:59:30,080 --> 00:59:36,240 with a man, both of them have committed a 293 00:59:36,240 --> 00:59:37,560 detestable act. 294 00:59:41,520 --> 00:59:42,580 Well, amen. 295 00:59:43,380 --> 00:59:45,000 Straight from God's book. 296 00:59:48,080 --> 00:59:49,080 Who's next? 297 01:02:02,790 --> 01:02:04,730 Haley, you're in charge of cleanup today. 298 01:02:05,490 --> 01:02:11,070 Everyone else, feel free to enjoy yourselves throughout the day, but stand 299 01:02:11,070 --> 01:02:13,690 for when I call you into my office for individual sessions. 300 01:02:20,130 --> 01:02:22,150 Mallory, you may come first. 301 01:02:25,430 --> 01:02:26,430 Come with me. 302 01:02:41,230 --> 01:02:42,230 I'll help you. 303 01:02:44,270 --> 01:02:45,890 Why are you being so nice to me? 304 01:02:47,630 --> 01:02:48,630 I don't know. 305 01:02:48,850 --> 01:02:49,850 I like you. 306 01:02:50,610 --> 01:02:53,950 You remind me of me when my parents first dropped me here. 307 01:02:55,430 --> 01:03:00,610 I remember how miserable I was, and I wouldn't want you to feel that way 308 01:03:04,330 --> 01:03:11,140 I'm sorry for being so hostile. I... I just... I hate... This 309 01:03:11,140 --> 01:03:12,140 place. 310 01:03:12,240 --> 01:03:13,720 I miss my old life. 311 01:03:14,200 --> 01:03:17,780 I just feel so betrayed by everyone that I ever loved. 312 01:03:19,000 --> 01:03:21,460 Honestly, it just feels like there's no end in sight either. 313 01:03:22,760 --> 01:03:23,880 At least you're not alone. 314 01:03:26,220 --> 01:03:29,660 Um, do you know where the dish soap is? 315 01:03:30,360 --> 01:03:34,200 Um, Miss Reynolds keeps all the cleaning supply refills in her office. 316 01:03:34,960 --> 01:03:37,480 Paint thinner, computer duster, etc. 317 01:03:39,150 --> 01:03:41,610 Although I haven't heard of anyone getting high on dish soap. 318 01:03:44,230 --> 01:03:46,610 So, you're telling me I have to go in there? 319 01:03:47,530 --> 01:03:51,170 But if you're not back in an hour, I'll send in the dogs. 320 01:04:31,560 --> 01:04:33,320 I tell you about wearing that makeup. 321 01:04:34,840 --> 01:04:38,980 Walk around here like some kind of godless Jezebel. 322 01:04:41,020 --> 01:04:43,540 I'm sorry for my daddy, mother. 323 01:04:43,940 --> 01:04:44,940 I promise. 324 01:04:47,160 --> 01:04:48,160 I'm sorry. 325 01:04:56,580 --> 01:04:57,640 Oh, hello, Haley. 326 01:04:58,320 --> 01:05:00,100 Mallory and I were just finishing up. 327 01:05:01,070 --> 01:05:02,070 Come on in. 328 01:05:07,790 --> 01:05:12,270 I'm sorry, I don't mean to interrupt, Mother. I can come back. 329 01:05:12,770 --> 01:05:13,770 Nonsense. 330 01:05:14,530 --> 01:05:15,750 We were done here. 331 01:05:17,050 --> 01:05:19,310 Mallory, you can be dismissed. 332 01:05:19,650 --> 01:05:23,370 Just pray that the Lord lets me forgive you. 333 01:05:25,030 --> 01:05:26,030 Yes, Mother. 334 01:05:28,550 --> 01:05:33,040 Well, um... I'm just on a dish study with Victoria and I just came to grab 335 01:05:33,040 --> 01:05:34,040 soap for that. 336 01:05:47,760 --> 01:05:49,200 Mallory can hand it off to her. 337 01:05:50,000 --> 01:05:51,500 She can finish up for you. 338 01:05:54,320 --> 01:05:55,320 You. 339 01:06:01,680 --> 01:06:03,000 individual sessions yet. 340 01:06:03,740 --> 01:06:07,520 Aren't you excited for some more improvement? 341 01:06:09,420 --> 01:06:10,420 Yes, Mother. 342 01:06:12,060 --> 01:06:13,060 Sweet. 343 01:06:29,520 --> 01:06:30,940 Tell me, Hayley. 344 01:06:32,120 --> 01:06:34,840 Why am I failing you? 345 01:06:35,780 --> 01:06:38,800 I don't understand what you're talking about 346 01:06:38,800 --> 01:06:43,120 Lauren 347 01:06:43,120 --> 01:06:49,900 told me that she 348 01:06:49,900 --> 01:06:56,700 caught you masturbating during bunk check last night All this after I 349 01:06:56,700 --> 01:07:02,490 thought you were doing so well this facility It's failing you. 350 01:07:03,510 --> 01:07:09,410 If our group therapy and our prayers are not working, maybe it's time for some 351 01:07:09,410 --> 01:07:10,410 more vigorous training. 352 01:07:12,850 --> 01:07:17,390 No. No, she's lying. I caught her with another girl. 353 01:07:20,310 --> 01:07:27,050 Don't you ever, ever say that about Lauren. Your obsession with Lauren. 354 01:07:27,050 --> 01:07:30,930 sex is causing you to be delusional and you are full of lies. 355 01:07:31,610 --> 01:07:37,030 Don't you ever, ever lie to anyone else in this building. You understand me? 356 01:07:44,510 --> 01:07:47,650 I only help others. 357 01:07:49,770 --> 01:07:51,650 I want to help you help. 358 01:07:53,630 --> 01:07:55,170 I can't help you. 359 01:07:57,260 --> 01:08:04,140 If you don't want to save yourself... I'm sorry, Mother. It won't happen 360 01:08:06,500 --> 01:08:07,880 Ah, girl. 361 01:08:09,500 --> 01:08:10,500 That's right. 362 01:08:13,060 --> 01:08:18,979 Now... I have a slightly different... 363 01:08:26,090 --> 01:08:32,850 It's a little bit unorthodox, but it's been proven to be 364 01:08:32,850 --> 01:08:37,970 very effective with lots of other girls in the past. 365 01:09:08,109 --> 01:09:11,050 During these sessions, I want you to listen to me. 366 01:09:11,270 --> 01:09:15,689 You do not ask me any questions at all. You do exactly as I say. 367 01:09:17,950 --> 01:09:21,830 Your only other alternative to this is solitary. 368 01:09:22,270 --> 01:09:27,170 And maybe you can ask some of your girlfriends out there what it's like in 369 01:09:27,170 --> 01:09:31,850 hole. You will know this is your only option. 370 01:09:36,529 --> 01:09:37,529 Now. 371 01:09:39,080 --> 01:09:44,100 stand up take 372 01:09:44,100 --> 01:09:51,020 your panties 373 01:09:51,020 --> 01:09:52,020 off 374 01:10:10,760 --> 01:10:13,560 Put your fingers in your mouth and wet them. 375 01:10:13,860 --> 01:10:15,120 Stick them inside. 376 01:10:15,560 --> 01:10:22,020 What? I said you do not ask me any questions. You do exactly as I say. 377 01:10:22,380 --> 01:10:25,320 Do not speak unless you are spoken to. 378 01:10:56,870 --> 01:10:58,730 Touch yourself 379 01:12:00,920 --> 01:12:01,920 See that? 380 01:12:02,440 --> 01:12:03,440 Look at that. 381 01:13:28,430 --> 01:13:29,430 your file. 382 01:13:31,190 --> 01:13:38,170 And you've made some very vast improvements here. 383 01:13:41,130 --> 01:13:46,650 Greater improvement than anyone else I've ever seen in this facility. 384 01:13:50,770 --> 01:13:52,950 You're up for release in just a few weeks. 385 01:13:53,650 --> 01:13:54,890 Do you think you're ready? 386 01:13:55,830 --> 01:13:56,830 I do. 387 01:13:57,840 --> 01:14:00,600 I feel like I'm finally at peace. 388 01:14:01,540 --> 01:14:07,680 Whenever I've started to waver, I seek him for refuge and take a hold of his 389 01:14:07,680 --> 01:14:08,680 promise. 390 01:14:09,640 --> 01:14:13,580 I don't feel like I'm going out into the world on my own. 391 01:14:14,780 --> 01:14:15,900 He's my companion. 392 01:14:17,160 --> 01:14:20,700 He is with us, always and forever. 393 01:14:23,860 --> 01:14:27,520 And, uh, what do you plan to do? when you return. 394 01:14:29,660 --> 01:14:32,980 I would like to help other troubled women. 395 01:14:33,640 --> 01:14:38,780 I was talking to Sister Lauren about possibly recruiting. 396 01:14:42,560 --> 01:14:44,880 My heart rejoices. 397 01:14:46,440 --> 01:14:47,500 It's beautiful. 398 01:14:50,760 --> 01:14:55,640 But you know, it would be a failure on my part. 399 01:14:56,430 --> 01:14:58,270 To send you back out into the world. 400 01:14:59,070 --> 01:15:05,810 If I wasn't a hundred percent sure that you were transformed 401 01:15:05,810 --> 01:15:11,350 in your mind and your body and your heart. 402 01:15:14,090 --> 01:15:17,210 I assure you, I am. 403 01:15:18,130 --> 01:15:19,610 I really am. 404 01:15:25,740 --> 01:15:29,460 The mind can lie and deceive. 405 01:15:32,360 --> 01:15:36,280 But the heart, the heart can't lie. 406 01:15:37,540 --> 01:15:39,760 Now, stand up. 407 01:15:44,420 --> 01:15:46,060 Take your panties off. 408 01:16:13,580 --> 01:16:15,960 I want you to take a good look at this and tell me. 409 01:16:19,420 --> 01:16:21,440 Does this arouse you? 410 01:16:23,800 --> 01:16:24,800 No, Mother. 411 01:16:25,720 --> 01:16:26,720 Please. 412 01:16:27,500 --> 01:16:28,940 Please stop. 413 01:16:33,960 --> 01:16:34,960 No. 414 01:16:39,540 --> 01:16:42,940 Discomfort when the truth shines. 415 01:16:43,500 --> 01:16:50,300 through. So tell me, Claire, do these women sinning against 416 01:16:50,300 --> 01:16:52,340 each other arouse you? 417 01:16:56,800 --> 01:17:01,820 No, Mother. I feel sorry for them. 418 01:17:09,240 --> 01:17:12,620 Not my, but your body. 419 01:17:13,180 --> 01:17:14,180 I'll tell the truth. 420 01:17:15,820 --> 01:17:17,020 Take your dress off. 421 01:17:17,580 --> 01:17:19,380 Pass your breath. Lift it up. 422 01:17:19,940 --> 01:17:20,940 Remove it. 423 01:17:22,580 --> 01:17:24,080 And let me see the truth. 424 01:17:37,780 --> 01:17:41,740 Now, do you consent? 425 01:17:43,280 --> 01:17:44,980 To me and the Lord. 426 01:17:45,560 --> 01:17:48,420 For a different kind of training. 427 01:17:52,240 --> 01:17:53,240 Yes, mother. 428 01:17:57,500 --> 01:17:59,900 Look at your body. 429 01:18:00,500 --> 01:18:02,240 Your nipples are erect. 430 01:18:05,180 --> 01:18:06,700 You're lying, Claire. 431 01:18:07,100 --> 01:18:08,100 You're lying. 432 01:18:08,760 --> 01:18:11,440 You are aroused by these women. 433 01:18:14,470 --> 01:18:15,810 You're lying to everyone here. 434 01:18:16,050 --> 01:18:18,530 You're lying to yourself, and you're lying to me. 435 01:18:19,070 --> 01:18:20,730 No, Mother, I promise. 436 01:18:21,010 --> 01:18:22,330 I'm not lying. 437 01:18:22,850 --> 01:18:24,930 This is not the time for modesty. 438 01:18:31,790 --> 01:18:33,330 Is this what you missed? 439 01:18:34,770 --> 01:18:37,050 Is this what you think of? 440 01:18:38,470 --> 01:18:39,510 Mother, please. 441 01:18:44,040 --> 01:18:45,380 like you to stop lying. 442 01:18:46,080 --> 01:18:47,400 I'm scared, Mother. 443 01:18:48,440 --> 01:18:49,440 Shush! 444 01:18:51,040 --> 01:18:54,580 Mother? Let's see. Let's see how your body reacts to this. 445 01:18:55,700 --> 01:18:56,900 Take your tongue out! 446 01:19:06,800 --> 01:19:11,160 Oh. I see. You remember how to do that. 447 01:19:11,560 --> 01:19:13,570 Quite. Well... 448 01:19:13,570 --> 01:19:19,910 Continue. 449 01:19:21,650 --> 01:19:23,810 Get this out of your system! 450 01:19:45,710 --> 01:19:51,070 I can feel... I can feel your pussy throbbing. 451 01:19:51,470 --> 01:19:52,910 I can feel that. 452 01:19:55,390 --> 01:20:02,150 Do you admit that you're a liar, 453 01:20:02,230 --> 01:20:04,230 Claire? Do you admit that you're lying? 454 01:20:15,690 --> 01:20:16,690 I need to cure you. 455 01:20:17,150 --> 01:20:18,430 Mother, I'm cured. 456 01:20:18,750 --> 01:20:20,190 You are not cured. 457 01:20:20,830 --> 01:20:22,330 Stop fooling yourself. 458 01:20:22,870 --> 01:20:24,570 Shut up and be quiet. 459 01:20:26,810 --> 01:20:30,190 I can't let all the other girls in here hear you sing. 460 01:21:15,020 --> 01:21:16,840 Get this out of your system. Come on, let it out. 461 01:21:17,400 --> 01:21:18,400 Let it out. 462 01:21:18,830 --> 01:21:19,830 Stop lying to me. 463 01:21:19,990 --> 01:21:21,250 Stop lying to me. 464 01:21:22,650 --> 01:21:23,890 Mother, please. 465 01:21:24,590 --> 01:21:25,770 Please lie to me. 466 01:21:27,090 --> 01:21:28,090 Quiet. 467 01:21:28,710 --> 01:21:29,710 Quietly. 468 01:21:30,330 --> 01:21:31,330 Quietly. 469 01:22:00,330 --> 01:22:04,750 right here, the very distility you came to to be cured. 470 01:22:04,970 --> 01:22:06,950 Is that what you like? Is that what you enjoy? 471 01:22:07,990 --> 01:22:10,390 You're a terrible student. 472 01:22:11,790 --> 01:22:12,790 Mother, 473 01:22:13,550 --> 01:22:16,030 please. Mother, you're making me so hurt. 474 01:22:16,270 --> 01:22:17,270 Please. 475 01:22:21,830 --> 01:22:24,150 Mother, please. 476 01:22:26,110 --> 01:22:29,330 Let go. Let go. Let it out. 477 01:23:08,810 --> 01:23:09,810 Put your fingers inside yourself. 478 01:23:15,990 --> 01:23:17,190 Like this? 479 01:23:17,550 --> 01:23:18,550 Yes. 480 01:23:26,130 --> 01:23:27,490 What are you thinking about? 481 01:23:30,010 --> 01:23:33,230 You can't lie to me anymore, Claire. What are you thinking about? 482 01:23:34,070 --> 01:23:37,190 I'm not thinking about... 483 01:23:50,800 --> 01:23:54,380 Um, no. I'm not thinking about it. This does nothing for you, then. 484 01:23:58,700 --> 01:23:59,700 No. 485 01:24:35,600 --> 01:24:37,160 Oh, you guys love this. 486 01:25:08,390 --> 01:25:09,390 Don't you want it? 487 01:25:09,570 --> 01:25:13,570 I don't want it. 488 01:25:16,790 --> 01:25:17,990 I can feel 489 01:25:17,990 --> 01:25:25,010 it. 490 01:25:25,090 --> 01:25:26,090 I can feel it. 491 01:25:46,670 --> 01:25:47,670 What? 492 01:27:06,990 --> 01:27:09,130 Do as you're told, Claire. Do as you're told. 493 01:27:26,390 --> 01:27:28,050 Don't ever lie to your mother. 494 01:27:28,630 --> 01:27:31,610 Do you understand me, Claire? Don't ever lie to your mother. 495 01:27:33,930 --> 01:27:34,930 What are you? 496 01:27:35,770 --> 01:27:36,770 What are... are you? 497 01:28:10,000 --> 01:28:11,720 Yes, yes, yes. 498 01:30:00,200 --> 01:30:01,260 Please tell us lies. 499 01:30:01,520 --> 01:30:03,820 Please tell us lies inside. 500 01:30:35,580 --> 01:30:42,420 Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, 501 01:30:42,520 --> 01:30:43,520 yes. 502 01:30:44,820 --> 01:30:45,940 Oh, 503 01:30:48,420 --> 01:30:53,580 you taste, you taste my vagina with such eagerness. 504 01:31:54,640 --> 01:31:55,640 I'll do better. 505 01:31:55,840 --> 01:31:57,860 I'll try harder. I'll pray harder. 506 01:31:58,060 --> 01:32:01,000 I don't believe you. I don't believe you, my girl. 507 01:32:01,240 --> 01:32:04,720 I can feel it. There's so much wetness inside of here. 508 01:32:05,720 --> 01:32:07,860 You're looking at another woman. 509 01:32:08,340 --> 01:32:10,720 You have a taste of sinning, don't you? 510 01:32:11,280 --> 01:32:13,680 I do. I love her. 511 01:32:24,430 --> 01:32:26,290 I feel you throbbing all over my... 512 01:34:39,180 --> 01:34:42,460 Don't ask me any questions, Claire. 513 01:34:43,220 --> 01:34:45,620 You do as you're told. 514 01:34:46,820 --> 01:34:47,820 Yes, Mother. 515 01:34:54,920 --> 01:34:57,500 Mother, where are you? 516 01:34:58,660 --> 01:35:00,840 Are you scared, child? 517 01:35:03,120 --> 01:35:06,520 What are you doing to me? Don't you trust your mother? 518 01:35:25,520 --> 01:35:26,520 To be healed. 519 01:35:26,840 --> 01:35:28,320 What is that? 520 01:35:29,840 --> 01:35:30,880 This. 521 01:35:36,140 --> 01:35:37,180 This. 522 01:35:44,040 --> 01:35:46,020 Only this? 523 01:35:46,400 --> 01:35:48,120 This is your husband. 524 01:35:49,160 --> 01:35:52,520 Think of your future husband. 525 01:35:58,640 --> 01:35:59,640 It's your wedding night. 526 01:36:02,440 --> 01:36:04,000 It's my husband. 527 01:36:04,500 --> 01:36:09,660 You are married under the eyes of the Lord. 528 01:36:10,620 --> 01:36:11,800 With a man. 529 01:36:14,900 --> 01:36:16,300 This is your husband. 530 01:36:16,580 --> 01:36:17,580 Do you feel that? 531 01:36:17,980 --> 01:36:24,140 This is the way nature intended you to be aroused. 532 01:36:44,720 --> 01:36:45,920 The process of healing. 533 01:36:46,440 --> 01:36:49,280 I see you like this. 534 01:37:19,310 --> 01:37:20,310 I just feel good. 535 01:37:50,040 --> 01:37:56,360 Yes. A good student. That is the student that I know that 536 01:37:56,360 --> 01:37:57,840 thrives for improvement. 537 01:37:59,840 --> 01:38:00,840 Yes. 538 01:39:39,630 --> 01:39:44,090 This is what God intended. 539 01:39:49,169 --> 01:39:50,169 That's it. 540 01:42:20,969 --> 01:42:22,990 So proud of you. 541 01:43:50,530 --> 01:43:51,530 Yes. 542 01:43:55,510 --> 01:43:56,870 Yes. 543 01:44:00,650 --> 01:44:03,450 Yes. Yes. Yes. 544 01:44:03,750 --> 01:44:05,590 Yes. Yes. Yes. 545 01:44:06,370 --> 01:44:07,730 Yes. 546 01:44:08,790 --> 01:44:10,890 Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. 547 01:44:11,530 --> 01:44:12,890 Yes. 548 01:44:20,190 --> 01:44:21,830 Come on. Until you're finished. 549 01:44:22,070 --> 01:44:27,670 Come on. Learn to make yourself come in the natural way that God intended. 550 01:44:27,890 --> 01:44:34,070 Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Come on. Come on. Come on. Come on. Come on. Come 551 01:44:34,070 --> 01:44:36,170 on. 552 01:46:25,480 --> 01:46:26,480 Are you okay? 553 01:46:27,060 --> 01:46:29,900 I can't. I can't do this. 554 01:46:30,820 --> 01:46:36,640 I thought I wouldn't love separate girls anymore, but I haven't changed. 555 01:46:38,760 --> 01:46:39,760 It's okay. 556 01:46:41,960 --> 01:46:43,960 What happened? 557 01:46:44,740 --> 01:46:46,980 I can't. I can't do this anymore. 558 01:46:48,220 --> 01:46:49,360 I've been trying. 559 01:46:50,120 --> 01:46:51,220 I've been praying. 560 01:46:53,800 --> 01:46:55,360 Maybe I'm not trying hard enough. 561 01:46:57,840 --> 01:47:02,540 Claire, I don't know what you're going through, but you want to be so hard on 562 01:47:02,540 --> 01:47:03,540 yourself. 563 01:47:05,460 --> 01:47:06,660 I can't help it. 564 01:47:08,360 --> 01:47:15,180 I can't help but think how happy I was before I came to this 565 01:47:15,180 --> 01:47:16,180 place. 566 01:47:18,100 --> 01:47:20,200 Before my parents died. 567 01:47:22,000 --> 01:47:23,040 I had a girlfriend. 568 01:47:25,280 --> 01:47:26,680 I was happy. 569 01:47:29,840 --> 01:47:31,940 My parents loved it too. 570 01:47:35,940 --> 01:47:37,360 So perfect. 571 01:47:42,380 --> 01:47:45,060 Then why did you ever come here? 572 01:47:50,190 --> 01:47:55,130 I had no immediate relatives in the state, so 573 01:47:55,130 --> 01:48:01,110 I got taken in by my grandparents. 574 01:48:03,910 --> 01:48:08,390 They knew about me and Michelle, so they sent me here immediately. 575 01:48:14,110 --> 01:48:16,010 They didn't even let me grieve. 576 01:48:19,720 --> 01:48:21,960 Didn't even give me a chance to say goodbye. 577 01:48:31,700 --> 01:48:33,960 I'm sorry. 578 01:48:34,980 --> 01:48:37,980 You never told me your story. 579 01:48:39,020 --> 01:48:44,840 I knew you came here about six months ago, but that's about it. 580 01:48:50,030 --> 01:48:52,630 You don't want to tell me, though. You don't have to. 581 01:48:53,450 --> 01:48:55,430 No, it's fine. 582 01:48:57,130 --> 01:49:03,270 I was married at a really young age 583 01:49:03,270 --> 01:49:08,190 to a man that my parents loved. 584 01:49:10,990 --> 01:49:15,090 Looking back, I never loved him. 585 01:49:17,250 --> 01:49:19,390 I just wanted to make my parents proud. 586 01:49:22,160 --> 01:49:26,140 I always had feelings for my best friend growing up. 587 01:49:28,580 --> 01:49:33,240 But I never acted on them because I was afraid. 588 01:49:36,660 --> 01:49:38,340 What was her name? 589 01:49:44,560 --> 01:49:45,560 Abigail. 590 01:50:05,870 --> 01:50:06,870 Do you like a cup of tea? 591 01:50:07,330 --> 01:50:08,330 Uh, no. 592 01:50:09,170 --> 01:50:10,870 Don't go to any trouble. 593 01:50:20,750 --> 01:50:21,750 Oh. 594 01:50:22,550 --> 01:50:23,550 Sorry. 595 01:50:28,590 --> 01:50:29,590 So... 596 01:50:34,830 --> 01:50:39,550 You attended my bridal shower, my bachelorette party. 597 01:50:40,970 --> 01:50:43,070 You even RSVP'd to the wedding. 598 01:50:44,250 --> 01:50:48,350 I'm dying to know why you were a part of every important event in my life. 599 01:50:49,150 --> 01:50:54,290 But you couldn't show up on the most important day that I needed you the 600 01:50:55,170 --> 01:50:59,250 I am so sorry. I know. 601 01:50:59,490 --> 01:51:00,490 I wait. 602 01:51:03,600 --> 01:51:04,600 You hurt me. 603 01:51:06,200 --> 01:51:09,180 You never gave me a solid reason why either. 604 01:51:10,440 --> 01:51:13,960 I mean, are we even friends? 605 01:51:15,220 --> 01:51:16,920 I would have shown up for you. 606 01:51:18,580 --> 01:51:22,440 And everyone was like, where's Abigail? And... 607 01:51:22,440 --> 01:51:31,000 I 608 01:51:31,000 --> 01:51:32,000 love you. 609 01:51:33,260 --> 01:51:38,860 I've always loved you ever since we first met and became friends, and I... 610 01:51:38,860 --> 01:51:45,320 I decided to make a move, and I didn't want to lose you as a friend. 611 01:51:46,120 --> 01:51:49,100 And I know this isn't fair to you. 612 01:51:50,020 --> 01:51:56,900 I really... I do, and I'm so sorry. I just... I... I 613 01:51:56,900 --> 01:52:00,400 thought I... I thought I could get over it. 614 01:52:07,440 --> 01:52:14,260 I know it's too late. I just... I wanted to be there for you. The closer the day 615 01:52:14,260 --> 01:52:21,080 got, the more it got under my skin, and I couldn't... I couldn't 616 01:52:21,080 --> 01:52:27,940 do it. I couldn't do it. I couldn't watch the only girl I've ever loved get 617 01:52:27,940 --> 01:52:33,420 married to someone else, and... I know it's too late, and I... 618 01:52:37,640 --> 01:52:38,640 I'm sorry. 619 01:52:38,900 --> 01:52:40,660 I never wanted to hurt you. 620 01:52:45,900 --> 01:52:52,720 I love you 621 01:52:52,720 --> 01:52:53,720 too. 622 01:53:18,350 --> 01:53:20,410 I love you. I love you. 623 01:55:44,170 --> 01:55:45,170 I'm tired of this. 624 01:57:52,730 --> 01:57:57,690 Never did I ever think that you would be kissing on my breasts. 625 01:57:59,930 --> 01:58:00,930 You are. 626 01:58:03,130 --> 01:58:04,570 I think it's a shock. 627 01:58:06,890 --> 01:58:08,370 I thought you were gonna hate me. 628 02:00:20,200 --> 02:00:21,200 Thank you. 629 02:01:07,040 --> 02:01:08,040 Thank you. 630 02:03:27,289 --> 02:03:28,790 I'm gonna be happy. 631 02:11:09,580 --> 02:11:10,580 Thank you. 632 02:13:40,520 --> 02:13:41,520 Hmm. 633 02:14:24,460 --> 02:14:25,460 Ugh. 634 02:15:17,000 --> 02:15:18,000 Mwah! 635 02:25:42,510 --> 02:25:43,950 I thought he would divorce me. 636 02:25:44,650 --> 02:25:48,990 But he wanted to hurt me much worse than taking everything in a divorce. 637 02:25:49,510 --> 02:25:50,990 He told my family. 638 02:25:51,810 --> 02:25:53,890 He alienated me from Abigail. 639 02:25:54,650 --> 02:25:59,110 He admitted me into this facility, claiming I'd gone insane. 640 02:26:02,810 --> 02:26:04,310 We're still legally married. 641 02:26:09,590 --> 02:26:11,030 I'm so... 642 02:26:12,080 --> 02:26:13,080 I'm sorry. 643 02:26:20,440 --> 02:26:21,640 We'll be outta here soon. 644 02:26:24,540 --> 02:26:26,280 We have to stay strong. 645 02:26:44,410 --> 02:26:46,210 I hate her. 646 02:26:46,970 --> 02:26:48,610 I hate this place. 647 02:26:50,190 --> 02:26:52,510 I can't stand to be here another week. 648 02:26:53,290 --> 02:26:54,950 I'd rather die than do that. 649 02:26:55,950 --> 02:26:59,410 Once I figure out a way to escape, I will let you know. 650 02:27:00,050 --> 02:27:04,990 Believe me, I've tried many times and it's only ever resulted in me getting 651 02:27:04,990 --> 02:27:05,990 thrown in the hole. 652 02:27:06,270 --> 02:27:10,910 Okay, what is this hole I keep hearing everybody talk about? 653 02:27:11,710 --> 02:27:18,210 It's a dark place where they isolate you from light, fresh air, human 654 02:27:18,210 --> 02:27:19,270 interaction, everything. 655 02:27:20,230 --> 02:27:23,730 It doesn't sound so bad at first, but believe me, it sucks. 656 02:27:24,730 --> 02:27:26,150 You go crazy in there. 657 02:27:27,130 --> 02:27:29,190 I mean, you start hearing things. 658 02:27:30,570 --> 02:27:35,670 Worst of all, you really start to believe that you deserve all the bad 659 02:27:35,670 --> 02:27:36,670 they do to us in here. 660 02:27:37,610 --> 02:27:39,710 God, it sounds terrible. 661 02:27:42,670 --> 02:27:44,610 How did you end up in here? 662 02:27:46,790 --> 02:27:48,010 It's a long story. 663 02:27:50,270 --> 02:27:56,890 But the short version is I was bullied in high school. 664 02:27:57,970 --> 02:28:04,290 And once I was getting out, it had already spiraled out of control. 665 02:28:05,570 --> 02:28:08,090 People were keying slurs into my car. 666 02:28:09,000 --> 02:28:12,440 I remember someone had actually thrown a rock through my parents' living room 667 02:28:12,440 --> 02:28:13,440 window. 668 02:28:14,780 --> 02:28:19,980 I thought it might be best to let them know about all the shit that I'd been 669 02:28:19,980 --> 02:28:21,460 going through for the past three years. 670 02:28:24,040 --> 02:28:30,000 Their only solution was to drop me off here and completely forget about me. 671 02:28:32,880 --> 02:28:33,880 Fuck. 672 02:28:36,080 --> 02:28:37,100 I'm so sorry. 673 02:28:37,770 --> 02:28:38,770 I can't even imagine. 674 02:28:39,350 --> 02:28:41,050 I thought I had a bed. 675 02:28:44,750 --> 02:28:46,750 I'm so, so sorry. 676 02:28:48,370 --> 02:28:50,070 It can only get better from here, right? 677 02:28:50,730 --> 02:28:51,730 Right. 678 02:29:20,810 --> 02:29:22,710 No closed doors around here, Haley. 679 02:29:23,590 --> 02:29:24,610 You know better. 680 02:29:26,650 --> 02:29:27,830 Don't let it happen again. 681 02:29:31,690 --> 02:29:35,730 I came to tell you that you'll be on laundry duty for the next two days since 682 02:29:35,730 --> 02:29:39,890 you were unable to do the dishes this morning. 683 02:29:40,710 --> 02:29:42,410 Okay, I guess I'll see you later. 684 02:30:28,200 --> 02:30:29,200 There you are. 685 02:30:32,420 --> 02:30:35,360 We have three new girls coming this week. 686 02:30:35,840 --> 02:30:39,140 I've received payments from two of the families. One is still pending. 687 02:30:39,980 --> 02:30:42,220 I just got off the phone with Claire's mother and father. 688 02:30:42,600 --> 02:30:44,400 They're sending another three -month payment. 689 02:30:45,780 --> 02:30:50,160 And they were happy to volunteer another three months, should we deem it 690 02:30:50,160 --> 02:30:51,160 necessary. 691 02:30:55,980 --> 02:30:56,980 Lauren. 692 02:31:00,460 --> 02:31:05,920 Speaking with Haley this morning, and she seems to think she's caught you 693 02:31:05,920 --> 02:31:09,880 fraternizing with one of the other lost souls here. 694 02:31:13,040 --> 02:31:18,100 It was very dark. She couldn't have known what she was... I didn't say it 695 02:31:18,100 --> 02:31:19,100 nighttime. 696 02:31:27,300 --> 02:31:31,330 You're wrecked! Recklessness will be the demise of this facility. 697 02:31:35,030 --> 02:31:41,470 After everything mother and father put into this place, I will not let you let 698 02:31:41,470 --> 02:31:42,650 it fall to its knees. 699 02:31:44,870 --> 02:31:51,470 I covered for you when we were younger, but I will not let you jeopardize 700 02:31:51,470 --> 02:31:55,510 my reputation or come between me and God's work. 701 02:31:57,450 --> 02:31:58,590 You may be blood. 702 02:32:00,110 --> 02:32:06,970 But let me remind you, I have no problem cutting off a rotting limb to 703 02:32:06,970 --> 02:32:08,710 save the rest of the body. 704 02:32:26,280 --> 02:32:31,300 And Lauren, love you. 705 02:32:57,870 --> 02:32:59,350 Jordan, please forgive me. 706 02:32:59,870 --> 02:33:02,330 You never loved me. It was all a lie. 707 02:33:02,530 --> 02:33:05,150 Dude, shut up. If they find out we're together, they'll throw us both in the 708 02:33:05,150 --> 02:33:06,150 hole. I don't care. 709 02:33:06,830 --> 02:33:09,710 You deserve every bad thing that's coming to you. 710 02:33:10,310 --> 02:33:11,410 You know, I loved you. 711 02:33:11,910 --> 02:33:13,130 I trusted you. 712 02:33:13,690 --> 02:33:15,110 What did I do to deserve this? 713 02:33:19,810 --> 02:33:23,390 They give me a reward for finding this. 714 02:33:27,920 --> 02:33:29,020 How many before me? 715 02:33:30,460 --> 02:33:31,460 Five. 716 02:33:31,820 --> 02:33:34,480 But you were the first girl that I've fallen in love with. 717 02:33:35,800 --> 02:33:36,659 Get out. 718 02:33:36,660 --> 02:33:38,500 I never want to see you again. Just go. 719 02:33:39,900 --> 02:33:40,900 I'll get out, sure. 720 02:33:41,760 --> 02:33:45,300 But I'm not leaving unless you come with me. Yeah, and how could I ever trust 721 02:33:45,300 --> 02:33:47,700 you again? I told you about my family. 722 02:33:48,880 --> 02:33:51,560 My dad lost his job. My mom is still sick. 723 02:33:52,240 --> 02:33:53,240 We have nothing. 724 02:33:53,780 --> 02:33:56,460 If I didn't find a way to work, I don't know what would happen to us. 725 02:33:58,190 --> 02:33:59,810 And how much did you get for turning me in? 726 02:34:01,210 --> 02:34:02,210 Does that matter? 727 02:34:03,770 --> 02:34:05,590 Please, forgive me. 728 02:34:08,150 --> 02:34:10,930 You know, you say that we're thick in here. 729 02:34:12,290 --> 02:34:13,970 I'm really starting to think that we are. 730 02:34:15,270 --> 02:34:16,270 No, Bailey. 731 02:34:16,850 --> 02:34:18,750 God loves us unconditionally. 732 02:34:19,830 --> 02:34:20,990 I love you. 733 02:34:21,510 --> 02:34:23,410 I want to be with you forever. 734 02:34:23,870 --> 02:34:24,870 You're a liar. 735 02:34:25,470 --> 02:34:27,210 Bailey, please. I need you. 736 02:34:30,540 --> 02:34:34,420 I need your help to get out of here, okay? I'm losing touch with myself being 737 02:34:34,420 --> 02:34:35,940 here. I need to get out. 738 02:34:36,720 --> 02:34:38,180 But I'm not leaving without you. 739 02:34:39,840 --> 02:34:43,900 Please, Amy. No, just go. No, please. I need you. I don't want you anymore. I 740 02:34:43,900 --> 02:34:46,440 don't want to go without you. I don't want you, Jordan. Just go. No. 741 02:34:48,700 --> 02:34:55,400 I love you. 742 02:34:55,500 --> 02:34:56,500 I missed you. 743 02:34:57,640 --> 02:34:59,180 It's okay. You're not going to hear that. 744 02:34:59,820 --> 02:35:01,340 I'm turning 30 soon for a week. 745 02:37:00,750 --> 02:37:02,150 Thank you. 746 03:01:51,340 --> 03:01:52,920 They sent me to come get you for a bath. 747 03:01:53,840 --> 03:01:54,840 Come with me. 748 03:04:51,690 --> 03:04:53,830 Tonight's going to be a night we remember for the rest of our lives. 749 03:04:55,010 --> 03:04:56,770 But you have to be 100 % with me. 750 03:04:58,290 --> 03:04:59,290 Yes. 751 03:05:01,030 --> 03:05:04,850 Tonight at 11, there's a five minute gap when the guard was switching positions. 752 03:05:06,510 --> 03:05:10,510 I know it's a long shot, but there's a freeway about a mile away from this 753 03:05:10,510 --> 03:05:11,510 place. 754 03:05:11,930 --> 03:05:14,110 If we make it there, there's a chance of us escaping. 755 03:05:17,230 --> 03:05:18,550 We'll never get away with it. 756 03:05:18,770 --> 03:05:20,010 I mean, they'll catch us. 757 03:05:21,290 --> 03:05:22,690 Or we stay and do nothing. 758 03:05:23,670 --> 03:05:25,890 Claire just had her stay extended for three months. 759 03:05:26,490 --> 03:05:28,030 They'll keep us as long as they can. 760 03:05:30,830 --> 03:05:32,890 I'm not going if you're not coming with me. 761 03:10:27,240 --> 03:10:28,240 Bye. 762 03:12:38,480 --> 03:12:44,280 I love you. 763 03:12:59,500 --> 03:13:00,500 Thank you.